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[Jul. 9th, 2008|07:12 pm] |
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Luan and I are leaving tomorrow night for our road trip to Washington. I am excited!!! We're stopping in Frisco and in Eureka. In Washington we're going to visit Dang and Austin. :]
Tonight, Luan and I are cooking dinner and it smells really good.
Registering for classes at Mesa on July 18th.
Leaving for Japan on August 5th, getting back on the 19th.
Starting Mesa on August 25th.
Finding & starting a new job hopefully soon after I get back. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2008|10:03 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
i'm a lil upset right now but i hope it's just my PMS.
however, hanging out with kayleigh for a while today raised my spirits and kept my mind off things.
oh but my fucking bumper fell off again and i'm a lil pissed off. |
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| To-do list |
[Jun. 28th, 2008|12:14 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | death cab for cutie | ] |
-Leaving in approximately 7 hours to take my placement test at Mesa.
-Then register for classes.
-Return Blockbuster movies. Then get new ones, as usual.
-Return library books. Then, again, get new ones.
-Wash + vacuum my car.
-Buy 'thank-you' cards.
Luan and I are leaving in a month for a road trip, and I'm definitely looking forward to it. Going to San Francisco for a day, Eureka for half a day, then up to Seattle for another day or two. While we're in Washington we're going to visit Dang at the base. Hopefully see Austin too.
Leaving for Japan in a little over a month and I'm so very excited! |
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[Jun. 25th, 2008|01:10 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
Saw Skank Agents & Mad Caddies tonight with Luan and Dang, so fun! Danced my life away.
( Read more... ) |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2008|01:04 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
I'm enjoying the summer more and more each day, despite the heat. Meeting new people, starting to go out again, and I like someone [but don't quite know how to manage myself]. Things are looking up. |
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[Jun. 17th, 2008|11:42 am] |
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| | amused | ] |
A Programmer and an Engineer are sitting next to each other on a long
flight from LA to NY.
The Programmer leans over to the Engineer and asks if
he would like to play a fun game.
The Engineer just wants to take a nap, so
he politely declines and rolls over to the window to catch a few winks.
The Programmer persists and explains that the game is real easy and a lotta
fun.
He explains "I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer,
you pay me $5.
Then you ask me a question, and if I don't know the answer,
I'll pay you $5.
" Again, the Engineer politely declines and tries to get to
sleep.
The Programmer, now somewhat agitated, says, "OK, if you don't know
the answer you pay me $5, and if I don't know the answer, I'll pay you
$50!"
This catches the Engineer's attention, and he sees no end to this torment
unless he plays, so he agrees to the game.
The Programmer asks the first
question.
"What's the distance from the earth to the moon?" The Engineer
doesn't say a word, but reaches into his wallet, pulls out a five dollar
bill and hands it to the Programmer.
Now, it's the Engineer's turn.
He asks the Programmer "What goes up a hill
with three legs, and comes down on four?"
The Programmer looks up at him with a puzzled look.
He takes out his laptop
computer and searches all of his references.
He taps into the Airphone with
his modem and searches the net and the Library of Congress.
Frustrated, he sends e-mail to his co-workers -- all to no avail.
After about an hour, he wakes the Engineer and hands him $50.
The Engineer politely takes the $50 and turns away to try to get back to sleep.
The Programmer, more than a little miffed, shakes the Engineer and asks
"Well, so what's the answer?"
Without a word, the Engineer reaches into his wallet, hands the Programmer
$5, and turns away to get back to sleep.
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[Jun. 9th, 2008|04:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  determined | ] |
"I just want back into your head,
I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray."
Lately I've been struggling just to get my life back to normal and put things back into perspective. But at least I know what makes me happy and that's all that really matters [if it lasts]. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2008|10:26 am] |
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i got a car and it's already fucking up. fuck. |
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[May. 27th, 2008|10:46 am] |
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Today's my birthday and I'll do what I want tooooo. |
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[May. 24th, 2008|12:51 am] |
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| | giggly | ] |
I'm happy happy happy happy happy :]
In other news, my birthday is in 3 days and surprisingly, my dad is paying for my tattoo. Woo :] |
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[May. 19th, 2008|10:26 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | this suffering -- billy talent | ] |
It's ridiculous how stupid people can be sometimes. |
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[May. 14th, 2008|05:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the postal service | ] |
Smeared black ink.
Your palms are sweaty,
and I'm barely listening to last demands.
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering
"What's buried underneath where I am?"
I'll wear my badge:
a vinyl sticker with big block letters
adhered to my chest.
It tells your new friends
"I am a visitor here... I am not permanent."
And the only thing keeping me dry is...
You seem so out of context,
in this gaudy apartment complex.
A stranger with your door key,
explaining that I'm just visiting.
And I am finally seeing
why I was the one worth leaving.
D.C. sleeps alone tonight.
You seem so out of context
in this gaudy apartment complex.
A stranger with your door key
explaining that I'm just visiting.
And I am finally seeing
why I was the one worth leaving.
The District sleeps alone tonight
after the bars turn out their lights.
And send the autos swerving
into the loneliest evening.
And I am finally seeing
why I was the one worth leaving. |
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[May. 13th, 2008|09:49 pm] |
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| |  apathetic | ] |
I ended it, and I know it's for the best. |
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[May. 9th, 2008|01:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 20 Going On... -- Tsunami Bomb | ] |
I'm done with school!
May 16 - Tilly's bowling party
May 17 - Prom
May 18 - Tilly's meeting 8 am :[
May 27 - My birthday!
June 5 - Graduation :D
June 14 - CBEST
June 16 (or 17?) - Gunar & Anny's graduation
August 5 - Leave for Japan!!! |
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[May. 5th, 2008|02:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
All of this dependency is starting to provoke my gag reflex. I am my own person and I don't need anyone else to 'complete' me. I don't like being held down and I sure as hell don't need to ask permission to do something. But lately that's what it's been feeling like, I'm a child who can't be trusted to do anything herself and must be tightly held on to in fear of roaming away. Well fuck, I'm going to roam, I'm going to make mistakes, just as long as it's what I want to do.
I can honestly say I'm at inner peace with myself, life, and my family. None of these things require wasting attempts to prove myself better. So it really tickles me the wrong way when people feel the need to drag me down just because they're not content with their own lives. |
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[May. 4th, 2008|12:55 am] |
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Blahhhhhh what the fuuuuck. |
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[May. 2nd, 2008|12:43 am] |
| [ | music |
| | no not now --- hot hot heat | ] |
all in all, things have turned out well. the duo is back in business, better than ever. he is the cheese to my mac, the peanut butter to my jelly. he is my main squeeze, and i couldn't ask for more.
well... that's not completely true. but let's just leave it at that for now :] |
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[Apr. 30th, 2008|03:19 pm] |
Sometimes I think I'm going insane, but I'm starting to wonder if it's just everyone around me.
Things are definitely changing at a faster pace.
I'm not quite sure how to handle it. |
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[Apr. 26th, 2008|10:17 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
( survey )
I'm watching Law & Order [with Jeremy Sisto, none the less] while my butthead boyfriend sleeps. We're okay now, and I'm glad we are. I love this kid, it's ridiculous. I can't stay mad at him for too long. He's starting to snore and it's pretty funny. We decided to wait until January for him to move in, to kick off the new year.
Okay I think I just woke him up so... time to go :D.
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